Looking at the Ground …
The story of the crippled woman.
Maybe from her thoughts..
“One Sabbath day, while Jesus was teaching in the synagogue, he encountered a seriously handicapped woman. She was crippled and had been doubled over for eighteen years. Her condition was caused by a demonic spirit of bondage that had left her unable to stand up straight. When Jesus saw her condition, he called her to him and gently laid his hands on her. Then he said, “Dear woman, you are free. I release you forever from this crippling spirit.” Instantly she stood straight and tall and overflowed with glorious praise to God!”
Luke 13:10-13 TPT
Eighteen. Long. Years…
Eighteen years is a very long time to only be able to see the ground or the floor… or people’s feet. The only way to look into someone’s eyes was if they got down on the ground and looked up at you. Eighteen long years. To be mocked and ridiculed. To have to eat bent over. Wracked with pain as my bones felt as if they were frozen into this grotesque angle.
The synagogue leaders insisted that I stay outside with all of the rest of the women. But I had to get to him. I’ve been hearing people talk about this man, this Nazarite, who had miraculous power to heal people. A few weeks ago the whole town was in an uproar, because this lady had been healed from an issue of blood after twelve years! And within the same hour, a 12 year old little girl was raised from the dead!
Perhaps, if I can just get into the synagogue where this man named Jesus is teaching, maybe he will have compassion on me.
Eighteen long years. I have not been able to stand straight and tall. I am so weary. So tormented by the anguish and pain. I can’t sleep. The demons torment my mind. Over and over again I hear in my head, “Your focus will be the ground for the rest of your life!” I want freedom! Oh Jesus, if you will but touch me.
So I slip in through the side entrance. Trying to make myself appear small. It wasn’t too hard since being doubled over makes me feel small anyway. I make my way and quietly listen to Jesus teaching. I cannot raise my head to see what He looks like, but His voice carries both authority but yet so much love.
Then Jesus became silent. I have been caught. Do I turn and shuffle out? No! I have came this far. Stooping even lower, “Dear Woman”. I stopped. He is talking to me! The love in His voice rang out as He commanded, “You are free! I release you from this demonic bondage!”
I feel a hand on my shoulder. Heat began to radiate from His hand.
Immediately, I heard cracking and popping. Where is that sound coming from? Then I realize it is coming from my very own body. My head began to raise. My back began to straighten! Slowly my hands can up in front of me. I tip my head back and I see the face of the Son of God! Jesus!!! Finally the last of the frozen bones gave way to an intense heat working its way up my body. I take a deep breath. And another and another. Then I praised Him. The praise came from a heart of freedom! The praise came from my inner being! Jesus healed me! Oh I praise you Jesus! I thank you and I glorify your name! I can’t stop and won’t stop thanking you!
I could hear a commotion from the rulers of the synagogue arguing with Jesus. But I continued to praise! I don’t have to look at peoples feet any longer! I can see their faces! I can feel the sunshine on my face! Thank you Jesus! Healing in my back and healing in my heart! I am free!
Shalom my friends, Renae